My first symptoms were ridiculously long panic attacks where i thought i was going crazy and was going to die. I would cry all day long for months. worst thing ive ever gone through.
Where do you live?
Check out this link on panic disorder and lyme.
http://stanford.wellsphere.com/lyme-disease-article/panic-attacks-may-reveal-previously-unsuspected-chronic-disseminated-lyme-disease/20518
See a psychiatrist in conjunction with a lyme dr for relief from the panic. you cannot think at all while having that anxiety.
So sorry you have to deal with this. Paxil 50MG CR, klonopin, trazodone(for sleep) really helped my panic/depression when i first started with this disease.
Vin