You are too young to have to go threw this I am so sorry. I am 33 and I feel just like you alot. I can't imagine if my 10 year old had to do this, it is a very hard disease. It's not fair to any of us. You add sickness along with mainstream Drs who don't understand Lyme and won't help us and it makes awhole lot of not fun.
Keep fighting it's all we can do.
I hope you get better soon.