Day with my Fam

Just spent the day with my family and by the end of the evening i was itching to go home.I had a great time! but does anyone ever feel like this. We had dinner and hung out. I was with my 3 year old nephew , 2 sisters there husbands, my bf and my mom, and my neice who is 1. my nephew who worn me out, from playing with him and he was climbing all over me and i gave him a piggy back ride which was not good for my spine, but i love him and miss playing with him. but after i did, i hurt so much.

but i will also feel after a few hrs of beign with them or with any crowd of people sometimes i get. cranky, ittitible, and achy and tired and then i know its my Q to head out. Then I cant say well my Lyme is bothering me or its my Lyme cause they will look at me like i am nuts... But it is and must be... cause why else would i feel like this.

i just hate this feeling and i now have a headache, tired and my kneck hurts :(

 

That's exactly how I felt for Thanksgiving at my mother-in-laws house. I had a great time but I was really tired and hurting and wanted to leave so I could get in my bed and throw the covers over my head. I stayed a little longer and started to feel a little better though. I usually don't say much when I am not feeling good because no one understands or someone seems to have something that is always worse than what I have, so I keep it to myself. If I leave, I leave. I don't care what anyone thinks anymore. My husband and family know how bad off I get and truly, they are all that really matters right now because they are the ones that were there and are still there for me.

Sometimes I think it's perfume or smoke that sets me off and there was alot of both for Thanksgiving. I left home not feeling all that great to start off with but was determined to go this year because I didn't go anywhere last year from being so sick.

i sometimes feel like if i say things infront of my broth in law that he doesnt believe me, cause both his parents had it and r ok now. and when i ggot it he couldnt understand y i wasnt getting better. but unlike me they found out right away and found the bullsey.... i never had one and got treatment 5 or 6 months after my first syptoms. i had the flu in april. 2 weeks after i found ticks on my cloths...

but yes after a few hrs i just want to crawl on the couch and watch tv and be alone. i feel bad sometimes cause i wont 2 be left alone and my bf will think somethings wrong, like he did somthing wrong and i just tell him i dont feel well... but he understands :)