Morning lupusorlyme,
First of all, I think it's wonderful that you have such a great attitude! That's half the battle in my opinion. The symptoms I had were abnormal fatigue, abnormal fevers, brain fog, joint pain everywhere, severe leg pain (I felt like there were 100's of tiny knives inside my legs) and for a very long time I couldn't walk, my legs were so weak that I would fall down, I needed to use crutches. I also suffered from lyme rage episodes saying words that I would never normally say to people (that was scary!)....
After seeing so many different doctors I became frustrated to say the least and typed up a timeline of when I first felt sick and all of my symptoms, then I went on the internet and started doing my own research and everything kept coming up lyme and ehrlichiosis. Now all I needed was another doctor to test me and since I already saw most every doctor in my area, I remembered this nurse who I was really impressed with in the past and finally found her.
I told her that I thought I had lyme and she performed darkfield microscopy and sure enough, we watched my spirochetes on her monitor. Then I went to another doctor who sent me to a different doctor and he sent my blood to IgeneX (I had never heard of them at that time). Sure enough I tested CDC positive for ehrlichiosis. Back then I was given Doxy which didn't help me.
I felt lost and I had no idea what to do.. Then I joined a lyme forum (not this one) and read many posts. One member wrote about Dr. Jernigan and how she just read his book and thought he was brilliant and way ahead of his time as far as chronic illness so I bought his book and one of his botanicals figuring I had nothing to lose..
I remember within 4 weeks I felt a huge difference just from taking that one botanical so I continued and added another botanical. I also learned about detoxing and how important that was.. And that was the beginning of my healing process. I remember how excited I was to be able to use my legs again!
Aren't you glad you asked? LOL! Anyway, you can buy Dr. Jernigan's book below (I have no affiliation with the Hansa Center).
http://hansacenter.com/books.php
www.hansacenter.com
Hope this helps,
Denise