Nolan, I can very much relate to what youve shared. And thankyou for sharing it. No, you are not crazy. I have also had it where the symptoms seem to be so almost completely gone that I think I might actually feel normal!
Then I start feeling like maybe I am just making a mountain out of a mole hill and really wasnt sick in the first place, so why am I on this disbility? Then I feel guilty and start believing some of my friends and family who think I am just exagerating or making it all up in my head.
Then wham, the symptoms all come back again, and in different forms and places in my body and the fear shifts back to one of "how do I fight this thing?!" instead of " Am I making this all up in my head?!"
I like Lymesters descript
ion of Lyme and its ability to shift around and work its way into places where it either produces symptoms at times or not. This is very acurate. And we really are not crazy and making it up.
I have been on this roller coaster since 1993, and boy do I want off!
So I feel for you. But take some comfort in knowing at least that you are not nuts!