i feel like a science experiment

i jus wanted to get that out....lol......i didnt think one person could consume so many meds and still make a complete sentence....so ready to feel better

hugs, I felt the same way for years!
All I can say is take your health into your own hands. Do what feels right, and stop what feels wrong.
Take this time and journey you're on to find yourself spiritually and emotionally.
Healing is all about the journey, not all about meds and finding a "cure"

embrace what is and you will be ok.....promise!

ha...well i see im not alone......i am feeling better....but it comes and goes...i call it "sparking"...reminds me of a car thats trying to start...lol...and sometimes i can recall a word..or i will remember something on purpose...so i know its improving....but dang.....my counter is full of meds like woah.....but ima get there....my pain is less than it has been...but still not able to do what i want to do.....but o well...it is what it is....so everyone who posted ...jus hang in there with me.....lol......

Whenall,
You too will begin to feel less and less like a science experiment gone wrong once you get into a good treatment routine that is right for you. Hang in there! Hope you have found a LLMD and get started soon!

Honestly, Broken, your description of a car trying to start is a really good one! That is what you bod is trying to do!! It's trying to "re-start" it's immune system and all of the functions that have been compromised because of these infections!!

aww luvbug im so sorry....but that contraption u bought should help i promise....i jus thought about you ten minutes before reading ur post....i was going to call you....and looked at the time....gosh...i hate lyme...and mold...but u r going to get there....a place of feeling normal again....we just gotta figure out how to get u there....love u bunches ....