Just found out that my cousin's grandson is going thru IV treatment.
One of our neices was treated years ago. Then me. Our daughter in law. A friend of mine just done with her IV.
We all tested + and none of us are feeling better. We are still testing +.
It's just so much. So depressing and hard to deal with at times.
We are doing the baths. Eating right. We are open minded and trying all types of healing methods.
Sometimes it's all too much.
OK, I feel better. Thanks for listening to me vent.
I know this is an up hill battle. I just didn't think it was going to be such a long battle and that it would drag so many people I care about into it.
I also know that I'm not the only one in this battle and that there are those who have been fighting longer and have many loved ones fighting. It's just some times it's a lonely feeling.
I'm sorry for each and everyone of us whos life this nasty thing has walked into. There are far too many of us and not enough who understand. Understand all that is involved just to get out of bed in the morning. Understand how much life we are missing out on. Understand that our families and friends suffer with us. Understand that we don't want to be sick, we want to have our life back and enjoy living. Understand that we try every day to move forward and more then not end up taking two steps back, usually double or triple.
I hold all of you in my heart and prayers and will do it always. Even when I am better. <3