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Posted 3/19/2013 10:22 PM (GMT 0)
 

    I burnt my hand yesterday , food cooking in oven..

   I have inflamation so bad, and nerve damage, or whatever, that I did not feel it.

  i knew logically, i burnt it

  so I put ice on my hand, but not in the right spot

 

   welcome to my lyme life.....    cry

    just having a bad lyme day

Post Edited (wellbeautifulspirit) : 3/19/2013 4:32:48 PM (GMT-6)

Posted 3/19/2013 10:24 PM (GMT 0)
Trust me I know....
I have also burned myself and cut my leg pretty bad once about 5 years ago and didn't feel it.

My skin looks ancient and I hate it.
Posted 3/19/2013 10:35 PM (GMT 0)
thanks, I was going to remeove this post, cause I am just grumpy bear right now

I am even wearing dark gray sweat pants and light gray sweatshirt

I look like eeyore or feel like it,
Posted 3/19/2013 11:20 PM (GMT 0)
I'm with you I can't get out of this pity party. I just want to scream and carry on but I don't have the energy. I keep thinking tomorrow has got to be a better day and it isn't, it is worse. How can this be? It is so unfair!! It is a crime that we all have to suffer so much!
Posted 3/19/2013 11:28 PM (GMT 0)
I feel the same way today :( Im scared. Im sad. Im just not ok :(
Posted 3/19/2013 11:51 PM (GMT 0)
I dont know why I have inflamations so bad


my shoes dont even fit

:( I have an oversize rideclous pair of snooky slippers :)



I feel like wearing what I am wearing today, tomorrow, with the slippers to my psy dr appt tomorrow
and keep the messy hair bun

that would be interesting,

I dont even know how I am going to get there tomorrow

I almost felt like driving there now an hour from here, and getting a hotel room

cause I am not well in the morning but I am not well now, :) lol

oh jeez....

maybe I will just cancel, we will see, as it is hard to keep apointments , keep plans .....

thank u girls for being there.
Posted 3/19/2013 11:52 PM (GMT 0)
I am sorry Iwant my health back and shadow

gentle hugs

we cant even have a traditional party , with traditional cupcakes


I will light a candle for all of us...



  there has to be a way out of this, we are good people....

Posted 3/20/2013 2:50 AM (GMT 0)
I also find it extremely hard to keep appoint,ents and plans. In the morning-mid day I don't even feel like answering my phone...it sucks! Honestly, some of my "friends" have left me high n dry because they think I have just blown them off. When in reality I cannot fathom even getting ready....

I just wish I had a magic wand to make them understand....
Posted 3/20/2013 7:16 PM (GMT 0)

I can relate to you... dressing up and making myself beautiful (as a matter of speech, I don't feel beautiful at all) is so hard.

It's like I couldn't care less. My husband is so well 'kept', and I don't feel 'enough' for him. He's always nicely dressed, nicely shaved - and I just want to run (or better: drag myself) around the house wearing wide tracksuits from husband, or my pyjamas, with skying socks...

My closet has so many nice clothes in it, I have nice shoes, but I don't even wear any of them: heels hurt my feet because of the Bart and the inflammation, my social life is 0, and I feel to much bloathed up to fit in my clothes.

and husband says I look good...?????? not good good, but good in comparison with how I'm feeling.

Take care wellbeautifulspirit!!! Hang on!

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