I also agree this illness has made me learn to let things go, and just enjoy my son. If I was still working full-time living that go, go, go lifestyle I wouldn't have nearly as much bonding time with him. We have become very close throughout all of this, and he is such a well behaved little guy
I still haven't given up that I want another child! My husband is determined that we will. I am terrified of what another pregnancy would do to my health, I don't ever want to go backwards with this. I am making some good progress!
I have very grateful and blessed I have a healthy son. But it makes me so sad to think he might not have a sibling and no more babies for us :( There is always adoption, and I still have some years to see what happens.