Good for you cammym....! It's so hard to learn to put oneself first on the priority list. For years, I made everyone else a priority, while I allowed myself to become an "option".
You do whatever you have to, to take care of yourself.... because, sadly, no one else can/will do it for you. It may feel selfish at first but, that will pass. Life is hard enough all on it's own... why complicate it with severe anxiety.
BTW, do you get the foot pain with Bartonella...? For 20-some years, I had such bad foot pain, always worse first thing in the morning. It was "bone pain".... every step I took felt as though I was slamming the bare bones of my feet into concrete. It's much improved now but, was excruciatingly bad for a long time.
Please keep us updated on how you're doing.
ps ~ if the Thieves oil works for you, and you get the terrible herxing that I got.... please remember, coffee enemas are awesome at getting those die-off toxins out of your body! :)
Post Edited (sknight) : 6/2/2013 8:45:18 PM (GMT-6)