Hi. I need some help deciding what to do next, thanks in advance for helping me. Decision making is no longer a strength for me after dealing with Lyme.
I have known that I have been sick for thirteen years, in actuality probably longer thinking back - 34 now, realized I was sick around 21. Had the same issues as everyone, more doctors than I can remember misdiagnosing for years, friends, family didn't believe me. Then thought to get the Igenex lyme test and came back positive.
Anyway, I was knocking on heavens door about six months ago, so close to losing consciousness on a daily level, arthritic, manifestations of bell palsy, sweating, brain fog and confusion,etc, etc etc. Thankfully, I discovered Dr. Buhner's protocol which literally brought me back from death. Also got a rife machine (BCX Ultra) two months ago that has been helping a lot. Its six months later and I feel so much better, feels like I'm 90 percent better when I look back at where I came from but looking ahead to where I need to be its probably more like 60 percent better.
The problem is, I moved to Thailand from the US and then found out I had lyme disease. No doctors in Thailand have a clue about lyme, I did most of my own research and found Dr. Buhner's protocol. Anyway, now I have a chance to move to the States and be treated by a llmd. I was thinking about moving to Seattle to see Dr Klinghardt but I have read some negative things about him. The thing is, even though I am getting better everyday using Dr Buhner's protocol, I just keep having a nagging feeling that I need a Doctor to overcome this completely, maybe its my self doubt of being able to treat myself all the way to a negative test result. I also don't really want to stop doing the Buhner protocol since its working, I am nervous that if I stop this protocol and switch to Dr. K's protocol that I would have a reaction or it wouldn't work as well. At the same time, I also have doubts that the Buhner protocol, without professional help, would be able to heal me completely - even though I am getting better weekly. Moving would also come close to financially breaking me, but its much more difficult (not impossible) to get bloodwork sent to the US for progress reports. Also, no infrared saunas, ionic foot baths or other high tech type remedies to help with the process here. Moving is no easy thing for me either right now, I would have two dogs to bring and to find a place and all kinds of drama. I would rather not move if I don't have to, but will do anything to get on the final path to getting cured, regardless of my financial state. I just don't want to make the wrong decision.
I guess my question is, do you guys think that if I could get professional help in the States with lyme literate Doc's that I should do it? And if so is Dr K worth the money? Or should I stay here in Thailand and continue to treat myself with the Buhner protocol until I hit a peak or get cured - then if I hit a plateau, move at that time? I just don't want to waste anymore time, I spent so much of my life sick that I don't want to waste another second going down a path that will stall in time. I want to be on the "final" path to wellness. Please help me, my decision making skills have not been top notch in the last years here and I don't want to make another mistake that will financially decimate me. Thanks guys :)
All my love and hope to anybody else afflicted with this horrible dis-ease.