I don't know.
I don't think it's pain. I think it's the eyes wide
open thing, like that icon:
I also have to pee all the time, then I get hungry, the dog snores, or whatever. Those things didn't bother me before. I think those are just symptoms of insomnia. This sounds stupid, but I'm so thin, my hip digs into the mattress, which doesn't help.
Sometimes I ruminate; most of the time, I just lie there awake with my eyes closed.
I have a delayed phase sleep disorder (possibly from dysautonomia), so that doesn't help.
I keep thinking that I'm so tired, I'll fall asleep at least by 1:00 a.m., but I don't.
It used to be that I would fall asleep ok, albeit fairly late, but then the dog would wake me up in the morning, and I couldn't get back to sleep.
Now, I just make myself get up, and I set an alarm to take the rhodiola in the morning, but I'm tired all day!!
Margaret
(ie daytime!)