having a really rough night

I'm having a really rough time.

Can't fall asleep. Extreme anger & self hatred. 100F temp. Twitching eye lid. Feels like the right side of my face is melting off. Bartonella herx or something else?

Really rough, not fun and scary. Gonna take a detox bath, but I'm all out of peroxide and epsom salt. Just have calcium bentonite. Hope that'll be enough.

Don't know what triggered this. I was in bed listening to music trying to fall asleep. Didn't feel tired, but it was midnight so it was time to at least try. Just couldn't do it. Got up, started beating a pillow and writing some really bad stuff in my journal.

Also have had really bad neck and shoulder pain out of no where. Strange. Only thing different today is I increased Meriva to 2 twice a day. 1 twice a day wasn't helping the shoulder pain. Looks like its back to Curcumin 500 for me.

I so freaking hate this.

I hope you are sound asleep by now!

Sorry to hear that.

I hate it when I can hear the first bird singing in the morning, I haven't been able to fall asleep. If you need support, please email me. I kinda need support too.


Margaret