strange optimistic feeling

Me again- blah blah talking a lot on here these days. So anyway--- I just had the weirdest good feeling. After a year of lyme and co hell, feeling just awful in every way and mostly terrified most of the time, I just had this feeling of optimism. I was watching something online that was sort of cheerful and I laughed, okay that is not that weird, But then I just had this moment where my head felt clear, and I felt optimistic- and like- like seeing a light at the end of the tunnel. Maybe it was my one cup of houttuynia tea cutting through the bart. or just my hope because my new teas all look and smell so good. Or hope because I finally have a way to treat this that is actually beautiful and nourishing rather than the harsh medicines I have been on for so long. But somehow I just got this glimpse in my mind of LIFE AFTER GETTING THROUGH LYME. And it felt so good! I thought of all the friends I have disconnected with over the last year because of my neuro lyme, because I basically stay home most of the time still. And my family seeing me all anxious and deranged all the time . And I just had this moment- just a moment, where I felt what it is like to be healthy and mentally clear and calm again- the moment didn't last too long, it is not like one cup of tea cured me. But it is like- it put some hope or something new into me where I can actually see that there may be a way back to life after all this. So anyway, I don't expect to stay riding on this optimism for good now or anything. It was just this one moment of feeling good regarding all this so I wanted to share it. Here's to many more good moments ahead for me and you. Here's to a way out of hell and back into healthy inspired calm happy life. Here's hoping, anyway. My well being remains to be seen. I just had that moment of clarity for a second and it felt good. Passed already!

Can you bottle it and send some this way?

Sure, astroman. Try the misty meadows herbal lyme protocol plus houttoynia tea and maybe you can feel optimistic too! Not sure how long the optimism lasts but even a minute of it is nice.

Congratulations for getting a bit of optimism! And you're right, every little bit you should grab! I'm so happy for you!!

I think that's how it's supposed to happen, right?

A little glimmer. Then hopefully it starts to return more often! Then it returns for longer periods of time! Before you know it, you will be well!

HI Kate, that was a really great description. I had the same think happen last Wednesday for 5 minutes. I felt normal and happy. No symptoms. It was awesome, but I want more of those minutes. I am on antibiotics now but I am seriously considering adding the houtt tea after the new year. I don't want to add any herxing to my already crappy symptoms over the holidays! You will get well, you are motivated and tenacious, like me! We can beat this. My Dad always says that I am as tenacious as a spring loaded toilet seat. Yep! Great post, thanks for that.