Posted 12/28/2015 10:43 PM (GMT 0)
I'm not sure if this forum has a policy on bringing back old threads, but I found this when google searching Lyme and Misophonia.
I've had misophonia my whole life, but I believe it's become a thousand times worse. It's rather unbearable. While loud sounds startle me, this is something completely different. Soft, personal noises- breathing, chewing, sipping, throat clearing, make me experience the worst, pure rage I could imagine. Also, the feelings of disgust and revolt are huge. It's worse for people who are close to me. For example, strangers in a coffee shop can really annoy me, but my father in law/husband etc? I have to leave the room immediately. I mean, IMMEDIATELY and the rage will linger for a few minutes.
It's gotten so bad lately, I've started cutting my skin with my fingernails to deal with the mental/neuro agony of hearing these sounds. Trust me, I know how ludicrous this all sounds.
On the plus/swap side, I also have ASMR which is an intensely pleasant reaction to certain sounds!