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Posted 6/11/2016 4:41 PM (GMT 0)
Wish I could feel good again...wish my brain wouldnfunction and wish I wasn't.scsred
Posted 6/11/2016 4:50 PM (GMT 0)
Know how ya feel. I am slowly seeing improvement, and 2 weeks ago was the 1st full week I got in at work all year! But, I just wrote something this morning on my facebook.

Im single, and would love to be in a relationship again. But I cant. I feel I would be burdening someone until I get this figured out. If I ever do. Who would want me anyhow like this? How could anyone see past the disease to the person that exists inside? Especially when, for the last 2 yrs, I havent been able to see anything but the disease myself.

I feel for everyone, no matter their disease, that goes through life wanting, wishing, to actually LIVE again. The only reason I dont get depressed is my faith in God. I have my bad days. But He always knows how to pull me through.
Posted 6/11/2016 5:01 PM (GMT 0)
Carla, I am so sorry. I know how scary this can be. We have all been there. And I think the brain fog makes things worse because we can't sort it all out very easily. Try to take one step at a time. Its hard not to be overwhelmed, especially when the brain is affected.

One of the best pieces of advice that someone gave me was to just attack one issue at a time. It really helped me to "calm down". I still have to remind myself of that now and then though!
Posted 6/11/2016 5:29 PM (GMT 0)
I just am tired ....hot burning pain gut issues eyesight worse this week and I just want to eat I jabent been ablentonest in 2 years anything good and I habe had this for uesrs didn't know it untilnkynbodu got on firenin dsy and nothing has never been the same I tead in here what everyone goesnthrouhh and sometimes it seems hopeless esp if u atent t rich
Posted 6/11/2016 5:59 PM (GMT 0)
Aren't you adding in new foods now?
Posted 6/11/2016 6:23 PM (GMT 0)
Yes uve added in 2 things im.just alone and scared
Posted 6/11/2016 6:46 PM (GMT 0)
Carla, It will get better. I felt that way from January to March of this year. I just couldn't imagine myself going through this for the rest of my life.

I can't afford a lot either. I may be canceling my LLMD in Aug. if I can't get the money saved by then. But I will not quit treatment. I am doing my own with herbs and I will continue until I find what works. If I can't afford all the herbs I will cut that back as well but I will stay on the core protocol. Also I am processing a lot of my own herbs which is saving a ton of money.

And Carla, I am feeling better and so will you.

I am sorry you have to go through this alone though. Hang in there.
Posted 6/11/2016 6:55 PM (GMT 0)
I see all these changes to my body the immune system being wrecked everytjing scsres me the chest pains liver pain ....going ro anfunctionalnmedndr trying ro fixnmy gut but when I ask them whats in the shake they won't even tell me im just sonfrustersted with drs everything inget ine they dint know about kyme I am not detoxing well and thst scsred me too
Posted 6/11/2016 6:58 PM (GMT 0)
I see all these changes to my body the immune system being wrecked everytjing scsres me the chest pains liver pain ....going ro anfunctionalnmedndr trying ro fixnmy gut but when I ask them whats in the shake they won't even tell me im just sonfrustersted with drs everything inget ine they dint know about kyme I am not detoxing well and thst scsred me too
if incould habe caugjt rhis before rhe hot burning pain and the brain stuff this last 2 years I could habe dealt with it up until then it was s oii me backn pain and join pain bere and there now it just feels overwhelming and never-ending at least rhen my immune system appeared ro still be worjibg a little
Posted 6/12/2016 3:12 AM (GMT 0)
We gotta get you on anti microbials, rebuild and hope carla hope
Posted 6/12/2016 3:44 AM (GMT 0)
Dear Carla,

It is so scary with the brain fog and all the physical symptoms, I know it is. Last year at this time I could have written just what you write now. You will get better.

You said you aren't detoxing well... does that mean you neglect your detoxing? Please make sure you don't neglect to detox yourself. Or am I misunderstanding you? I am praying for you, Carla. (((hugs for you)))
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