Hello everyone- My name is Rex. I'm a 31 year old, extremely active, fit, and (until lately) enthusiastic young man, husband, and father of an amazing (and moody) 2 year old daughter. The last 3-4 years of my life have been accompanied by a downward spiral of seemingly worsening physiological and psychological headaches (literally). Let me just say that at this point I am nearly convinced I am either experiencing the early phases of ALS, BCFS, or (maybe...just maybe) Lyme Disease. I'd like to tell you more- but first- some relevant background information.
I graduated Grad school in 2010 and took a job in Lynchburg, VA, where we lived for just under two years. Our house bordered a wooded creek area and I frequently found ticks on both myself, my wife, and our dog. I was bitten at least twice- normally by little tiny guys. In April of 2012 I was cycling with my father on vacation and witnessed him get hit, and killed by a negligent driver right in front of me. Post- accident, we moved back to SW Colorado in June of 2012 to help my mother in any way we could. While in CO, my wife and I were married (we got engaged the night before my father was hit and killed in 2012), and my daughter Ayen was born in April of 2014. Recently (last month), I was offered a new tech job in CA and couldn't turn it down so my wife, daughter and I relocated to Southern CA, and are still in the process of getting settled in and making our new house a home.
Synopsis: graduation, first job (move to east coast),extremely tragic event (move to CO), new job, marriage, first child, new job, (move to CA). = a little bit of stress no doubt.
Now onto the medical / physical part of things where things get interesting.
When we first moved to VA, and during our time there- I was super energetic. I commuted to work every day by bike, competed in dozens of cycling races every year, and even placed at state championship races. I felt happy, confident, excited, and limitless.
about
3-4 months after the move back to CO, my first symptom of concern was poor circulation in extremities like toes and fingers, as well as CONSTANT radiant neck pain that seemed to come from no where and span from the base of my head, to my middle-low neck. I was diagnosed with Raynaud's Phenomenon which I thought was odd, and advised to be on the lookout for inflammation and associated rheumatic diseases since they often go hand in hand. Doctor had no idea about
neck pain and MRI showed only slight spinal cervical stenosis at the C5/C6 joint. I became extremely...extremely lethargic and tired all of the time. Chronic, debilitating fatigue that kept me off the bike and started to make me lose interest in most activities. about
that time I started to realize I no longer "felt" like I used to. I could consciously acknowledge and realize I wasn't as excited as I used to be about
things, I no longer had the same enthusiasm of outlook for anything. I believe these frustrating symptoms, in conjunction with the tragic event of my father's death / murder compounded and put me into a state of depression. I wasn't riding hardly at all, and had lost interest in just about
everything about
this time I was finally referred to a great rheumatologist in CO who promptly diagnosed me with central pain sensitization / Fibromyalgia. All of the tender points that were tested resulted in discomfort and pain. I was prescribed cymbalta (did nothing- or not much at least) and after 6 months I weaned off. Then I was put on Celexa which other than assisting with some needed weight loss- also did nothing, finally (about
3 months ago) I was prescribed buproprion which although seemed to help a little- also made me feel anxious and turned me into a huge ***hole to my wife and others. So I got off of that quick.
In the last couple of months the most concerning symptoms have arisen. I have always cramped easy and quicker than others on bike rides / races - my father had the same issue. Since I started riding competitively in 2010 I have also noticed minor faciculations / twitches in my calves, quads and hamstrings which I figure was always due to recovering from hard rides. However- in the last couple of months my twitches have gone EVERYWHERE (calves, forearms, biceps, traps, neck, face, cheeks, lips, abs, butt, lower back, you name it) and they are occurring nearly constantly. I have become clumsy- dropping things often, and having difficulty finding words and talking at times. My calves (particularly my right calf) feels tight, cramps often, and (feels) weak. Most noticeable when walking up hill. I feel clumsy walking with (particularly my right food) feeling sloppy and clumsy and "droppy" now and then. I'll list more issues in summary format below:
2012-2014 Old / original issues (still exist)
Awful radiating neck / lower head pain- constant
Raynaud's Phenomenon
lethargy
extreme fatigue
depression
fibromyalgia
faciculations in legs after riding
choking / swallowing (almost choked to death 2 times in one year...on basically nothing)
2015-current (new issues)
anxiety? (sometimes extreme)
extreme, constant, and widespread faciculations / twitching
cramping (bad at night)- mostly in legs
clumsiness
word finding difficulties
pain in hands joints and elbows
speech difficulties
Lots of saliva (weird) but it just accumulates like never has before.
All blood tests have came back okay for the most part so no underlying rheumatic condition is currently suspected. I have had blood in stool after longer rides / exertions as well as IBS but a recent colonoscopy and endoscopy came back fine (lower) with only eosiniphilic esophagitis found in moderation in my esophagus. A food allergy test came back and I was high or elevated in like 13 of the 19 food groups tested.
I know I need to get in and see a doctor- I plan to, however- I have to wait another 30 days before my new insurance here in CA kicks in. My rheumy has referred me to a Neurologist here in town and I hope he has some definitive answers for me. This probably sounds funny, but after witnessing my father's accident, I no longer have a fear of death. I really don't - what I fear is not knowing what is going on inside my body that is keeping me from mentally and physically enjoying a time in life that should be special with my family and particularly my daughter and wife. I fear my daughter growing up without a father, and my wife alone. If this is something awful like ALS I sure would like to know instead of constantly wondering IF....I digress though. I recently saw some things online that gave me "hope" (feels weird to hope for having a disease) that maybe my conditions are in line with Lyme disease- and maybe I contracted the disease while living in an infested area in VA. Curiously, I pulled the CDC national Lyme data and geo-referenced it with County data for the US and there was a pronounced spike in Lynchburg Lyme cases in 2010, 2011, and 2012- the three years we lived there (see attached images)
I want to thank anyone who has taken the time to read this and offer any feedback they can. If there are other people going through similar struggles I sincerely feel for you. Maybe a shot in the dark- but does anyone think Lyme has been the great instigator behind my physical woes these last 5 years? Why would the crazy neuro symptoms just come on in the last couple of months? Stress with the move and new job? Ughhhh...I just want to be the me of 2010 again. My family deserves more than what I am able to be these days...
Lynchburg lime cases 2012:
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