Posted 1/15/2017 11:14 PM (GMT 0)
I have read so many Lyme stories I think my eyes are starting to cross. Here goes mine!
In October of 2012 I had 4 Grand Mal Seizures in a row. No history of illness, ever. Hardly even caught the common cold. At this time I was 22. This day was the scariest of my life at that point. I went to the emergency room, where no testing was done. I saw my family doctor for months, having multiple tests and exams performed, with no answers. I finally got frustrated and stopped going to all appointments. This decision came after my local hospital drew the wrong blood samples 3 times.
I continued to have seizures that I learned to live with until January 2015. 6am I had a seizure that I was sure was a stroke. Ambulance to the hospital, accusations of being a drug addict because of my neighborhood. Again no testing. By this time I had seen a neurologist, had 2 MRIs and 2 EEGs. My MRI showed a microadenoma in my pituitary gland, which my neurologist "missed".
I began seeing my family doctor again at this point because I could not recover from this particular seizure. Typically "Post Dictal Phase" of a seizure lasts 30 minutes - 2 hours. This lasted weeks. I went to 4 emergency rooms in 3 different cities. My S.O and I spent approximately 10 hours per day, 4-6 days a week in the ER waiting room for months. Even though I was seeing my GP every 4-6 weeks, symptoms were popping up so fast that I couldn't sit at home waiting to see him. Symptoms ranged from lactation to seizures. Sweats, anxiety, constant unexplained travelling muscle and joint pain. I was diagnosed with Cushings Disease, which is when the pituitary is releasing the wrong amount of certain horomones. It has very specific physical characteristics though which I never fit. (A hump on the back, unexplained weight gain, facial hair) BUT my hormone imbalance did suggest Cushings, and nothing else. I saw an endocrinologist and by that time my hormones had returned to normal, so no Cushings I guess!
Then I had an EEG which showed possible epileptiform activity over the entire left hemisphere of my brain. Followed by a second, sleep deprived EEG (You stay up for 24 hours then have the EEG). This showed the same activity but the NEW Neurologist wrote it up as being "benign in nature" and not being "epileptiform". After a full year of endless testing, rubics cube type problem solving sessions with my GP, I was getting my lorazepam prescription filled with my mom and a friend of hers saw us, stopped and talked to us. My mom and I both are plagued by chronic health issues, so of course these came up with said friend. She asked me, have you ever been tested for Lyme disease? I scoffed it off, saying yes in 2012 I was and it was negative. Fast forward 2 weeks, someone else mentioned Lyme. So I decide to do a little research myself, just to see, even though I KNOW I don't have it. Right?!
It's been 6 weeks since I first heard "Have you been tested for Lyme". Lyme disease has been all I eat sleep and breathe for almost 9 solid days now. At first I dabbled. Occasionally reading articles here and there. Now it has become my light at the end of the tunnel. Nobody really WANTS to hear they have Lyme. But I do. I do so badly want to finally have a name for that which has plagued me, debilitated me. Stolen my life from me.
I have an appointment with my GP in THREE DAYS and I cannot wait to show him all the work I have done. I don't know how LL he is, which is nerve wracking. I have flip flopped between I can kill this with aggressive IV abx to I am going to do this completely natural. At the moment sitting somewhere's in between. My plan is to detox of my current meds, zoloft and lorazepam. Then gather the supplies to make the Chronic Tonic.
I don't want to put all my eggs in one basket, and put all my faith in a Lyme dx. But I have never been so sure about something. I scored 133 on the Lyme questionnaire. No other dx combines seizures with lactating, and overly sensitive reaction to alcohol. These 3 symptoms have always been the strangest to me BECAUSE they don't seem to have any condition in common.
I am really excited to post in this forum and become part of this community. Many of you have helped me already without even knowing it, simply because of your knowledge and personal experience.
I am nervous moving forward. Nervous I might be wrong. Nervous I might be right. Scared to never be well again. You guys are really great.
My brain is foggy and my eyes are a little blurry. I hope this background is as cohesive and smooth flowing as I would like it to be.
Cheers.