Thanks for the responses!
@ silly sheep,
The tests are only for confirmation. I know diagnosis is clinical but to be honest it would be better to see it on paper as well. Not that I want to be positive lol… but positive results would make me accept, realise or don’t know how to put it. I already have a clinical diagnosis and diagnosis is clinical due to unreliable tests, yet somehow I just can’t sort of believe it…or has not sunk in yet. I know it doesn't make sense but that is how I feel.
@ AK, indeed it is a good excuse to get a massage!