Alice,
Thank you for sharing all the information. And, I'm sorry you're not only struggling with the physical illness, but also the emotional turmoil. Personally, I see nothing about
which to be ashamed. Besides, such emotions aren't helpful.
Something is causing the desire to binge. Maybe it's emotional, maybe it's physical. I'm certainly not smart enough to know.
But, it's clear that you understand the binging is making things worse for you and that you don't want to do it. So, that's different from a person living with abandon and not thinking or caring about
the consequences. You're concerned about
the behavior and want to change it. So, you're not a "nut"!
Like you wrote, I've also heard that our "bad" cravings come from our "bad" gut bacteria. Basically, they need a particular substance (maybe it's sugar, maybe something else) to thrive, are able to manipulate our biochemistry, and we then have a craving for the substance.
One thought is to try and starve the bacteria/yeast/whatever by restricting that particular substance (sugar, etc.), though, from what little I've read on the matter, that often is only a temporary fix, as reintroducing the substance causes the symptoms to reappear.
The other thought, of course, is to take supplements and/or prescript
ion medications, in an attempt to "bomb" the offending bacteria/yeast/whatever into oblivion.
Or, one could try both approaches in conjunction.
First, however, it might be worth trying to get some certainty (as much as possible, anyway) about
the underlying cause, rather than taking a shotgun approach. And that, of course, would probably require discussing the matter with your doctor and working-together on testing and treatment.
Perhaps there are other options.
If this were strictly about
binging and/or there was a history of restrictive or disordered eating, I'd probably offer some different ideas. But, that's not the case.
In light of your extreme reaction to the sugary foods, you might also consider the nutritional information in the above video and discuss that with someone who's knowledgeable about
the matter. Maybe that's your doctor, but maybe not. Niacin (Vitamin B3) is likely safe for most people to try, but it would be better to have someone provide a dosing schedule, monitor your progress, and make any necessary changes. More information on Niacin can be found at
www.doctoryourself.com. That's the website of Andrew Saul - the gentleman in the above video.
Sincerely,
The Dude
Post Edited (The Dude Abides) : 6/18/2018 11:44:02 AM (GMT-6)