Posted 5/31/2018 1:08 PM (GMT 0)
I just don't know anymore. I wish there was a way to determine if the anxiety and depressed mood was true depressive episodes versus Lyme and all the infections and immune compromise to my body. I have tested positive in the past to many infections but now I mostly test negative but we know that sometimes the immune system is too weak to produce antibodies. It's so difficult to convince myself this is from the infections. I feel so alone with this, my family is tired of this and I really don't get much support in the way of them helping me decide what treatments to use and then the world doesn't understand how sick we feel. I need to get a grip and I'm loosing it day after day. My brain isn't working and it's so scary and making me more anxious ...how does one cope with the brain issues?