Posted 7/31/2019 1:05 AM (GMT 0)
This is horrible. I feel as horrified by MCAS as I did about Lyme and coinfections when I found out. 50-75%. Sounds like a death sentence.
Now that I am feeling all these things and reading about it, I think this is what I had when symptoms first started 10 years ago. I had strange tingling and tightening sensations in my skin and tissues, little hive bumps that would appear and disappear, and felt like I was having allergic reactions to unidentifiable things. Had food phobia for about 2 years after that, because I never knew what I was reacting to.
I was sent to an allergist at the time. He knew something was wrong but didn’t know what. He had me on all kinds of antihistamines, Singulair, and an abx. I took it for 2 weeks and quit most of it. I took Xyzal. I can’t remember if I stayed on that until I took them all or not. I think I may have. I had good and bad times on the Rx”s and off. I gradually got better as months went by but random symptoms occurred ever since and new ones appeared as the years went by.
I feel like I am back at square one again. The last few days I have wondered if I even have Lyme or coinfections or if I just have mold and MCAS. I feel confused about everything I previously thought. Even stuff that I used to remember well, like some of the Buhner info, I can barely remember anymore.
I don’t want to live like this. If gut pathogens and/or mold are causing the MCAS symptoms (which I am 99% sure is what is happening) I don’t think I will ever get rid of them. I haven’t been able to find a safe house to live in for 3 years. I have only gotten worse and never fixed my gut over the past 3 years. I just kept taking my little herb doses and tried not to think about the fact that nothing was really changing for the better all this time. Now I’m not only not better, I’m worse than I was 3 years ago. I fail at everything cause I’m afraid of everything.