We all understand your feelings! This disease can cause depression and anxiety. Just another symptom to be sure. Hang in there!
You could email the folks at
[email protected] and request a list of docs in your area. They will get back to you shortly -- in a few days at the most.
Sorry to hear of your visit to the hospital on Thanksgiving day. Maybe it's a blessing in disguise? Maybe now you can turn the corner and finally get a treatment plan that works!
Lyme treatments are customized because not one size fits all and you have to find what works for you. You sometimes have to rely on your own judgment -- just as good as doctor's really. Since the Lyme diet didn't work, move on to a new healthier diet.
Hang in there! There's a light at the end of this tunnel.