HI Menalcompass (may I call you MC?),
I am so very sorry that you have found yourself in this situation!! Unfortunately there does seem to be quite a few of us that are dealing with the same situation - I believe it has to do with our poor economy.
Unfortunately LLMD's are usually pretty expensive - they are highly specialized, just like a heart doc, a Neuro doc or a Rheumy doc. There are however some protocols that can be done at home, which makes it a little less expensive. Some LLMD's may be willing to work out a payment schedule or something as well - be sure to ask!!!
If you will dig into the thread "New to Lyme?..." you will find many great links to follow to learn about
different protocols that are available - with some that you can do at home.
Here's one link to get you started;
www.lymediseaseresource.com/Protocols.htmlPlease be sure to let us know what you decide!!!