NHS MAKES ME SICK!!

So Breakspear's diagnosed me with lymes disease on symptoms lymes rashes,videos legs trembling,aunt having it,staying in Dorset tick born area,Positive western blot,Responded to antibiotics.BS want me on IV as i have neuro lymes.Moneys ran out antibiotics from BS ran out.

Yet my gp and every gp in the surgery still say we don't think you have lymes.(oh have another test through our sh*%$y labs) and get another negative test and deffo never ever get help.Its in black and white everything fits theres no question about it.

Been on doxy 400mg for 8weeks now and am 20% better can now walk and talk.I have no money (i have to live on £40 a week i cant work,i dont have money for any antibiotics,i dont have money to go back to BS,i dont have money for herbals).SICK IN THE HEAD THIS IS! Write complaint to gp get no reply,write complaint to mp get no reply.

Lucky ive got a really good friend and his mum and they have both gone to there doctor saying they have tonsilutus and got me 500mg amoxclyne to bide me some time.

When they run out i guess im just ment to rot! with a rare disease that gp in uk and got a clue about thinking that 2weeks antibiotics and i will be fighting fit.

Could you research the protocols online to understand the proper dosages and length of treatment then order it from out of the country? Are there restrictions on the mail? I hope to continue to be able to order my own meds. Email me if you like if I can help. It is really quite inexpensive.
I received my dx from an infectious disease specialist and first round of iv Rocephin, then my insurance cancelled me because of the thousands charged to insurance...around 8K in the first couple of months for tests and treatment. So over the next 10 years my primary care would just give me a couple weeks of Doxycycline when I asked for it, 100 mg 2x a day. Which I know now is undertreatment. It would keep the symptoms manageable but after about 3 months I needed the meds again.
Then I started working at a hospital, and the insurance I have now came with a different MD. So over the next 15 years I have needed the antibiotics less and less but my PCP does not believe in chronic lyme so I have got Doxy where I could, the dermatologist, urgent care for sinus, a friend who would bring back from Bulgaria where no script is needed.
I do mostly ok, but am now ordering my own meds and treating myself more aggressively to give Lyme a good kick in the butt. I feel that I will need off and on treatment the rest of my life, but the times I have needed it have become farther apart.