this just came out while typing, did not put too much thought into itso I am pleased that part of my brain is working today or right now to be expressive in an ever so slightly different way.
blood work tues, blood work wed, blood work this fri.
oh yeah
it is so much fun
driving there in the sun
waiting for fed x to pick up urine sample to test for metals
rather be counting or picking flower petals
my life, not going to the theatere or spending it on a small size wardrobe
instead I wait for results, while my cells being studided undear a microbe
"good times" good times" prime years passing me by
lots of tissues, as I cry
how did u spend your day?
I had cabs, and gas, and medical costs, went to the bank to pay
what r u going to do for $, and for the rest of your life?
win the lotto or there will be some form of strife
well u got to go huh? your job, your hobbies, your husband and kids...
I will stay home and daydream of what I once did
I am so upset that is disease has overtook me away
I pray that I can go back how I use to be,
the way I would see,
I would be so incredibly happy, wise, grateful, productive, utliizing my talents, & being healthy and strong and again, so grateful every day.