a little sanctuary from the chaos

 

   another hard day

 I bought some flowers cause I think the weather will be predictable now :)  I had a lot flowers return themselves back to the soil due to inconsistent weather patterns.

 got some more birdseed for the birds and squirrels, squirrels by default

 I had this alarm thing for the squirrels but did not work, and bugged me out

a rife machine ?   just kidding, so not,  but thought it was funny it repeled me but not those darn guys everywhere. :)

I am so messed up,  gonna get a white board, cause I can hardly speak, and not for long periods

I cant sing

I use to love singing,  I had a decent voice for around the house or karokee

backup

 trying to be as positive as I can, and pray my way into something better

house being sold, soon I hope

I lowered price, had countless showings, and the house is beautiful, clean

I asked angels to be there,  I tried my best to make it appealing

it just has to be a match

 local main business went out, so I am in such a vulnerable position

with brain messed up,  

anyways, little moments,  I have an array of different birds come by

and my little flower garden,  it helps

I will have to show pics one day from photobucket

 

I hope you sell your house fast, and you get well. I hope you can sing again soon. I am having a rough day today, Lyme seizures, and I wish for all of us suffering to find a cure.

justme

I only mentioned in beginning that I am learning diabled

( thinking that would help , if I came off like I do, I dare not tell her what is really going on,

I don't want anyone to know a sick person lives here

so I pray that she will patient with me and all


I really could not answer her question without going on a tangent

it is so bizzare

I use to be able to speak very effectively, I use to do impromt speaches at work all the time

and now.........


crying again, :( I really need a miracle, and maybe I will get one soon

but it is such a tough road

Good luck in selling your house wellbeautifulspirit...! I hope you're close to it...

thanks friend for your prayers, taking the time out for me, I thoroughly appreciate it, gentle hugs with gratitude to the north country

I have pics in my house of waterfalls, beautiful trees when I lived up  ( pltsbg) there, secret places off route 9