I would do research to turn this around,

 

 If I ever get well again

and my once smart brain comes back

I am so going back to school, so I can work in a lab and study cells

do research

I am so flipping angry I have this

that my life has been stolen from me  while I am still alive

I am angry that others are getting this

If I get well

I will do anything in my power to help turn this around

 

Agreed "this" life really sucks. Unable to see much good in it right now. The positive soul I was before this &$;":)$ &:$;' infection - where did she go?!

I know some think we should be grateful for what we have, those people don't have these sick and sneaky bugs crawling around.

We'll get better ladies. My dad says in a year from now, we'll be sipping cocktails on the pier watching the beautiful sunset over the West Coast and laughing at what a distant memory this nightmare w a s. Keep that thought in your minds-- the visuals and all...