My first LLMD appt is 6 months away!! Am I gonna die??

These scary as can be symptoms have already been going on for months. After researching and researching (with no help from the multiple doctors I've seen) I feel I may have found an answer...

And lucky enough I found an LLMD just 20 mins away.
However I couldn't even get my first appointment until April and that really scares me.

Am I going to die in the mean time?? :'(
I'm only 22 and I have two baby girls. A 3 year old and an 8 month old.
My hubby can't handle them alone.

Maybe I'm being too dramatic but this illness is scary! And what's even scarier is that most doctors around here don't have a clue...

Also I am in Missouri, seeing a LLMD in Columbia.
But I am willing to travel to other states if I can get help sooner.
So any references would be soooo much appreciated.

Yes I'll do anything. Just tell what I need to do :)

Hi Halliemae-- you're young and will beat this! It's super scary-- my advice-- like opugirl said we were very sick and now are doing I'd say 90% better...in fact my dr said the Lyme is in remission now we Kick the bart's a#s!.

Travelor makes an excellent point perhaps look at herbal protocols. Get some Serrepeptase (it bust the cysts and biofilms..) 12000 units twice daily on an empty stomach. I'm certainly no expert but I
I took 3000 mg of calcium per day/ coQ10 for building the body back-- among a ridiculous amount of supplements totaling $600 per month. Oh well, it is what it is.

Personally I wouldn't wait even 1 month for treatment. We've waited long enough for a proper diagnosis. call the dr or receptionist and ask to be put on a waiting list. That's what I did with my first LLmD- they had a cancellation without 3 weeks rather than waiting 3 months. Kiss up--'give them a Starbucks card if you need to. Time to be aggressive but sweet, sister. Beg, Steele or barrow (the latter recommended). Get to a good LLMD or LLnD and get started on treatment. My dr in San Diego accepts insurance and doesn't have a long waiting list AND has 2 family members with Lyme-- LOVE him!! Traveler can give you my email and phone number if you need them. I'm sure there are other LLmDs/LLNDs around somewhere too.

Hang in there sweetie and listen to these amazing women and men on the forum_ they care so much about us all... Try to keep it simple- avoid being overstimulated with all the info. Choose what you buy into...and not.

And try to tell yourself you'll heal swiftly and quickly because like me, you might be in remission in 5 months -- opugipirl also has had rapid success!!!! My life is almost as beautiful as it was before --after being sick for about 1.5 years. I say this because I thought this was it for me-- but I'm bouncing back to my peppy, corky self!!!! Hugs sweetness--

Hallie Mae, I'm so glad that u got an appt with Md in Columbia!! I'm sorry it took so long for me to get back with you. I had to set up my email and my brain has been foggy when trying to do anything technical! Very sorry to hear about your long wait to see doctor. I was able to get in to see him earlier because of cancelled appt my first time with him. Make sure they know you can take any appt that comes up if there is cancellation!! Hang in there!! How is your diet? I have cut back on most of the junk I used to eat and replaced with fruits and veggies. This has helped so much! Dont worry, there is a light at the end of the tunnel!!   I remember telling my husband last summer "Im gonna die" I know how that feels!! Luckily, he had a good friend who has what we have and he had told his wife the same thing, and relayed that to me! My prayers are with you! I know it is very hard with children!! Just take it one day at a time!   One hour at a time if you need to. Have you talked to your primary doctor about antideppresant? My OB started me on small dose of Celexa and that has really helped with anxiety.