Hello!
Today it has been 1 week since I quit abx due to stomach issues and liver pain and swelling.
I have to say, it's been the best week I've had since I got sick. Is it normal to feel so great after stopping abx? I cleaned my house, went out shopping, went out driving around and enjoying the weather. My husband is like "what's going on??" lol
I am just waiting for the symptoms to creep back up though. I am sort of paranoid about it. I know I haven't been on abx long enough (almost 6 months) to be in remission and have never treated my co-infections yet but I did do herbals that, according to my naturopath "obliterates Lyme and co's" and I have met a dozen or more people who got theirs in remission by taking the herbs.
I have always been on the abx when taking the herbs so I never knew what was helping. I am sort of hoping that the herbs worked!
I am still doing some herbals now and waiting for my Dr. J. protocol to come in that I ordered.
I am scared to be off abx...do you go through withdrawals from them? Because I feel like I NEED them, almost like I'm craving them. It's very weird to me. I live a drug free lifestyle so I don't like this feeling
I am going to try to stay off of them until my appointment with my
LLMD next week.
I am stuck in a rut because I am terrified of being off the abx and symptoms come rushing back and getting super sick again. But I am also terrified of taking the abx and having liver failure and bad diarrhea again.
On a side note, I really don't think I have Bartonella. I have been drinking the houttuynia tea for a week now with no herx, no symptoms coming out, no improvement in symptoms. My naturopath didn't pick it up in me either but I was just "testing" to see how I would react to the tea. I guess I could still have it though and it just doesn't react to the tea.
I will keep drinking it though because I find it rather tasty