Binduspire & SoScare - how was today?

Thinking about you both and wondering how are you today--

Sending lots of love
Yogi

Soscared-

Are you looking for a new job? You've gotta give yourself props/credit for putting yourself out there while this sick. I'm proud of you.

I'm sorry you feel awful this morning. Isn't it annoying how we are more affected in the mornings? It's like 10x worse, oddly. All last year, I almost felt "normal" in the afternoons and evenings...and then in the Mornings bam!

I understand your hopelessness-- keep in mind it is the infections (particularly the Bart infection, I believe) that is making you feel helpless. I know it's hard to clearly see this now. If you've never felt hopeless before try to keep in the back of your mind the bacteria is really impacting your mood and outlook-- and this is NOT your new normal. Once you clear the infection things will start to improve and you WILL feel happy again.

Whose Brian? I'm sorry; I missed that, although I'm sorry he's in the dumps-boy do I know that feeling.

Sending love to you today sweetie-- each day of battening these infections is a victory- try to be patient, kind and tolerant to yourself and the process... You'll be posting you successes on here eventually encouraging others - YOU can do this!!

Do something loving toward yourself today- regardless of how seemingly small. Put you hand on your heart and thank it for working so hard for you- go for a walk or take a long hot bath with a tall glass of lemon water. Promise you're healing.

Love you,
Sarah

Hey Sosacred-- you're the inspiration going thru this.... Others are and will be helped just by reading of your experiences... That's a lot of work for someone whose so sick. Keep plugin away and you will be on my end.... I totally didn't believe it when people said I would heal because it feels SOOoO horrible, right??

You'll find a good job- and hoping you'll feel so much better by October. Can you rent out a room or smthg to someone really nice and QUIeT 0? Lol

Yeah same exact scenario- feeling way better in the afternoon/evenings. Dry heaved in the morns for months, like Louise.

The thing that drove me crazy was trying to figure out which things caused what/ which hormones affected which symptoms, etc. I finally had to throw up my hands at understanding every component of what was happening and trust my llmd-- apply what I learned on the forum (like the importance of things like Serrapeptase) to bust the cysts etc.. And then somehow trust that my protocol would work for me.

It was all so overwhelming, esp when dealing with Bart and all the emotional irrationality.

I'm so bummed at just spending an hour / maybe two posting about all my crazy symptoms, the timeframe of health to sick back to health - at the request of Louise.. but lost it all, when I couldn't log onto the site from my iPad!!!!! Ugh. Will attempt again when I'm not so annoyed--!

Stay sane today-- you can do this!!!!

Love,
Sarah

Soscared-- posted on my symptoms. How r u?

SoScared- i want you to know, sweetie, that the infections are taking a huge toll on you mind! Please k ow that this craziness (you feeling out of control and whack-a-doodle is ONlY temporary. Girl I felt this way for about 14 months. I know that's hard to hear, but the wonderful reality is that your body is killing the infection e v e r y single time you take a dose or abx, herbs and your own immune system likely is kicking into help.

I also felt so incredibly hopeless, scared and completely out of my mind. I promise you this will pass.

Take Ativan on a regular basis- When Needed. IMHO, you will be able to titrate yourself off of the pharms with time.... Please dont go nuts in the process of this long healing road.

You can call me tmrow - regardless of your mood. You dont have to act cheerful or be anything youre not right now.... Know that so many of us have been there, have paid the Lyme and friends toll, and made it happily to the other side!

Email me if you wanna have a phone session of healing energy manana or anytime.
Love,
Sarah