I've started taking doxy about
a week ago. This is the first I've taken since I was dx 10/13. Last week I saw a pcp for anxiety, and mentioned I have my 1st llmd appt on July 30. He asked why I've not started any antibiotics yet, and I just looked at him. His assoc, 2 or 3 months ago, had seen me for the L/co, and all she did was set me up with four, yes four 'specialists', yet did NOT prescribe any meds. I explained as best I could what's going on, and he strongly suggested I start on doxy! I realized many days later, he had squeezed both of my knees, and said, "Yeah, your right knee is swollen." Now, my body does not show l/co in swelling joints. Never has, even when the pain in my joints (fingers/knees/wrist) have me in tears, yet never swelling. I realized he either took pity on me and said that to 'be able' to go the doxy route, and/or is covering himself so he can say he at least prescribed doxy for my l/co. Either way, I am grateful he stepped up.
I initially went to the pcp for the anxiety I have from the Lyme and co-infections. I have been getting a lot of pressure from others to get on some meds to 'help take the edge off' so that I'd be 'nicer to be around.' The pcp prescribed me Xanax, which I've taken years ago, and did fine with it. Now, maybe due to the advanced stage of L/co, I can't take it. Even a tiny bit put me in complete zombie brain with exhaustion. So, I'm not taking it at all, for any reason. People will just have to deal with it.
I'm taking 100 mg doxy 2x daily for 21 days. It's been a week, and the first three days I was taking incorrectly, not timing my food intake right. That being said, it's been about four days now that I've been on point with taking them in the right eating time frame. It's been about two to three days that I'm finding that I'm crashing emotionally and physically. I'm crying, despairing, seeing all the gloom and doom, etc. Also, I have a fatigue, which I normally have but not like this, as I am only able to lay in bed or sit in the recliner. Even trying to get this typed up is killing me, and the inability to get my fingers/brain to work in tandem is worse than ever!! And, my gut is killing me which I never have issue with. I'm not eating as much as I should, but I have lttle to no appetite. All my symptoms are heightened, like my heart and breathing issues, and more added, like my digestive system. I taking a daily probiotic, too.
That brings me to my question. Can this all be due to this low dose of doxy? I feel like I should know this, from reading the forum, but my brain in really off, more than ever.
And, if this is from the low doxy, then what will it be like when I start the real treatment? I will more than likely be a candidate for iv therapy. I'm just a mess right now. Thanks everyone.
Edited:
And today my panic attacks have started again, after not having any recently. I decided to try to get someone to get me some epsom/peroxide.
Post Edited (In_A_Cocoon_Now) : 7/18/2014 7:54:08 AM (GMT-6)