Posted 11/20/2014 5:53 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks for the advice.
I do not throw an elaborate dinner with guests. I have no family nearby to help. It's just me, hubby, and my two beautiful girls (11 and 13).
In the state that I'm currently in, I don't think I could even peel potatoes. Lol. We are going to keep it simple this year. But still, I need to be a little functional.
And.....I'm worried about Christmas too! How to get all the shopping done, gifts wrapped, tree decorated......feeling this ill.
So, is it possible the Buhner herbs kicked in and that's why I feel so lousy? Does this last weeks.....months.....?
I just want to be a good mom and make a somewhat reasonable holiday season for my girls. It's not fair to them that they have such an ill mother. I could just break down and cry. This disease has robbed me of so much enjoyment. And it shouldn't rob their enjoyment!
I suffered far less before starting meds/herbs.
I'm not sure if this is the herx thing. I just feel anxious, loopy, fatigued, weak, ill, .....I only want to lay down. I haven't even showered in 2 days! Yuck! I'm headed up to take one now.
I need help with what to do. My LLMD returns calls/emails 3-4 days later!! Not very good about getting back to me.