Well if it isn't another day that's "normal" for us Lymies!
Doing the dance my friends. For us...Normal is....pain in every ounce of our being...parts of our body that we didn't even know we had that wake us up and say Owwwwie what was that
....chewing meds around the clock like its our business! Just trying to find relief or some kind of hope that tomorrow is going to be better....hours consist of laying in bed hoping that the bath or shower would come to you and maybe just maybe your clothes would come dress you! Wishing to find relief if even for five minutes....but after living this way for so long....this has become my normal....our normal....hasn't it really?
I have my days where that gets me down....and I don't feel like I can go on another millisecond if I even tried to push myself....as tho my body is just limp and has given all it can give...and I cry like the biggest blubbering baby I have ever seen...amd it even goes thru my head...wow
I must look like a big baby and boy am I gonna pay for this with a nasty migraine and a flare...
I find ways to laugh at myself....
I know that Lyme has taken away a huge big big part of me...and sometimes I get angry....sometimes I get sad...Sometimes I think I somehow deserve it...or am supposed to be learning something in life...I know there is one thing I haven't let Lyme take away from me and I'm hoping you all never do as well....but...lyme has not broken my spirit...my laughter...my love...my who I am on the inside...my strength...and the time I take out no matter what to take a deep breath and count my blessings at the end of the day...There is always something good in our lives even if its little....soon enough we figure out...the little things truly are the big things that matter...and is what truly keeps me going...
Here's to hoping today's a day full of love and strength...
Hopefully low pain....sunshine and smiles...surrounded
By laughter and happiness...xo 💐