wah I hate this. I feel bad.
The new thing I am experiencing is leg pain! first my knee was hurt, then the other knee ached- and now in general my legs are so achy.
After being on abx for 8 months my body is just RUN DOWN>
I am inspired by this new info I learned yesterday. I learned about
all these supplements I can add that I hadn't known about
before- which can supposedly really empower my body.
I want so much to just off these harsh abx but am so scared that the herbs will be too weak to fight the lyme. :(
I am hoping the combo of the supplements building up my organs and the herbs being antimicrobial will work.
I am super sad today because my body just feels so depleted and exhausted. I feel that after 8 months on abx I have just destroyed the whole inner environment of my body. Probiotics only help a tiny bit compared to how much abx I have taken.
I am not able to function or thrive right now, or be the mom and wife and person I want to be. The fear of the panic keeps me popping the abx, then I just feel so awful.
I don't know if the leg thing now is lyme or just my body starting to be too toxic from the abx to process.
I have a meeting today with a new practicioner to get some help with lyme treatmwent. While I am looking forward to getting help I am hoping I don't have to take adarn valium just to get through an appointment.
My life has been reduced to this, all I wanna do is sleep. Bad couple of days.
I have some better days and worse days but today is a bad one! Feeling really bleak and exhausted and now this achiness is making it extra hard.
I keep trying to inspire myself- have to keep on keeping on.
Post Edited (Katebirch) : 12/17/2014 6:44:11 AM (GMT-7)