something is horribly wrong I feel like I'm dying

iI just had 3 really good days. I was on my feet doing things and really happy to feel well.

Last night I spiked a fever. Almost 104 by the time my guy took it. It was probably higher before. I was puking everywhere every few minutes for hours. He said I was like hallucinating and screaming for my mom. My mom died almost 4 years ago... I don't remember. My joints are going to explode. I can't feel my arms and legs. I have a million tiny red dots all over my back.

What the hell happened? I was doing better! I'll call my doctor when his office opens. Any ideas?

Bartonella mycoplamsma chlamydia pn is what I tested positive for. This sucks. The dots are gone now. this is awful :(

I felt close to death too. I don't know if it was herxing or allergies to the herbs. At one point all the skin on my face was peeling off and that was minor compared to the other stuff. I would stop taking everything for like a week or two. Then add stuff back slowly and one at a time.

Oh my goodness, I am so sorry, that's sounds awful!

I too thought Babs herx. I don't think a negative test would mean confirmation that you don't have it. In phase 2 of my treatment, LLMD wants to address Babs with Plaquenil along with a few other meds.

Are you able to call the LLMD office to confirm a herx?

I didn't know a here could give you such a high fever that you become dellusional. My guy tried to take me to the hospital at 3 in the morning but he said I absolutely refused and I couldn't move anyway.

I took a pain pill and it has Tylenol so the fever is gone for now.

How scarey! I hope you won't repeat that anytime soon. Hopefully the fever helped with some of the cause of it. My daughter had a fever about that high and her thyroid function improved afterwards.

Let us know what your doctor has to say.

OH sorry, I see it now. Could be from the Rifampin and Zithromax. Potent combination.

The skin mucous has subsided. I still have to cough out sticky stuff from the back of my throat and my mouth. Whatever it is when it mixes with my spit its like oil and vinegar. Very weird stuff..

My son now has a fever of 100. He gets fevers about twice a week and we just started giving him a homeopathic remedy that works really good. Poor guy. His virus theory may be right.

Nothing changed besides I was on my feet working really hard all day long. It felt so good. I've been in bed for the past 6 months. Pretty much anyway. I could breath, I didn't feel like I was going to pass out, I had energy....etc. The only thing was I was in pain. So I took a pain pill when I needed it and just kept going. I raked my yard, worked on the chicken coop, lopped blackberries, worked on my garden beds, cleaned my entire house. I did more in those 3 days than I have in 6 months. Seriously. It was amazing.

It was like flipping a light switch. I was turned on and then just as quickly as it came I was turned back off. Disappointing. I'll just have to go with the flow. I felt myself slipping yesterday. But I was not prepared for it to be quite this bad. Nothing with these infections should surprise me anymore. It can literally do ANYTHING.

Ya probably the flu. Usually when I get sick with stuff like that I only feel sick at night. I used to cry when the sun went down because I knew the fever would come Back. We will see what happens tonight :(

That may have been why it was sooo bad - a herx with the onset of the flu. Doing so much - even though it feels good- isn't a good idea just because you have a few good days. You need to gradually build up to that much activity, not just go out and do it all in one day.

Ugh... I hope it passes quickly. All of you are right. It's a triple whammy. Herx, over doing it, and the flu. I just slept for like 3 hours. Maybe more.

All I'm eating is bone broth with veggies. My guy is taking really good care of me. Really thankful for him in times like these.

Just as I thought, the sun went down and the fever returned. Hopefully tonight isn't as bad as last night. I don't know if I could do that again.

Thank you all for your wisdom and energy. Your kindness is good medicine :) I hope I can be of some help to each and every one of you at some point. Keep taking care of yourselves :)

I think know he is getting more used of seeing me so sick. I've been in the hospital with a fever of 105 before and they gave me Tylenol and sent me home After my fluids finished. he was pretty furious.. so was I. who wants to go and be taken care of by people that don't believe in the disease you have?

Summer16- Wow it took you that long to get recover from it?! sheesh! I woke up with really bad anxiety and feeling like I can't breath. I swear, I just got over so many symptoms. I'm so dissapointed that they are all creeping back in :( It's totally devastating. Especially the anxiety.....

All I'm doing to take care of myself is eating soup and drinking tea. Beyond that I just can't stand up long enough. I really need a shower. But I'm still too afraid to get in there.

The depression and anxiety are the worst. I almost feel like a failure. I feel like I'm failing my family, my treatment, and myself. I know that isn't logical, none of this is my fault.... But it's hard to backslide like this. Three days ago I felt like superwoman, and now I feel like I need to be in the hospital. I'm incredibly sad that I have to go through this and be this sick. I was really enjoying having a glimpse of my health back. I have things to do, dangit!!!!

I'm guessing the virus can get us so bad because of our low immune function. I could seriously cry right now. It really is true, if you don't have your health you don't have anything. I'm 26 and I should be in my prime. This is the point in my life where I should be figuring out a career, taking care of my family, and most of all being an active part of my family. I've been stripped of all of that. I feel so robbed. And there isn't a dang thing I can do about it! I can't even cook or clean! I can't walk to the mailbox without feeling like it's going to kill me! Heck, I can't even take a decent poo!!!!! Or pee!!!!!

This feeling useless stuff has got to go. I don't have room for negativity in my life and yet somehow it always finds a way to creep in. It's really easy for me to feel bad about myself, and so so so so hard for me to feel good about myself. I can't do ANYTHING! If I could get up and throw my son in the car and do something fun with him I'd feel better about LIFE. Instead I'm stuck here begging him to stop jumping on me or around me because I'm in so much pain. It literally hurts to give people hugs, so I avoid the whole world. I can't feel good about myself because I can't do nice things for the people around me anymore. I can barely handle making a PB&J....

This has really effected me. Right down to the core. On a soul level. And I'm stuck here until treatment works. Until I find the right pieces to the puzzle. If I do good and treatment only takes 2 years, I'll be 28. I'll be almost 30! When I started getting sick I was 20. That's a really long time. That is alot of life that could've been spent very differently. It makes me angry. Especially considering I did the right thing! I felt something was wrong, I went to the doctor. They told me I was crazy instead of sick. I know you guys can relate so well to that. I won't get that time back, and they all still get to go home to their families at night and pretend they know it all. Pretend they are helping people. You can't tell people they are crazy just because you can't figure it out!!!!! AHHHH!!!!!! SO angry....

Something has to change. This can't keep happening to people. When I'm healthy I intend on using this anger to help other people. Somehow. There has to be something that can be done. And wow, this post really ran away from me. UGH!!