Posted 7/11/2015 8:37 PM (GMT 0)
Well, goes without saying.. I have Lyme, for sure, and possibly some coinfections.
I may have an issue with candida, or am in a position very near to getting one.
I'm pretty sure I have leaky gut - lots of issues with digestion, these past few months, constipation, more and more food allergies. I'd been hoping they were just due to my infections, or, again, a slight problem with candida, and that they'd clear up with treatment. I was hoping I'd have enough time to get to where I could treat them more properly, before things got worse.
But, now, it seems that won't be the case, which really sucks.
The last few foods I've found safe to eat are no longer an option, unless I want to feel like hell all day. I've run down the list of things to eat, ever since all the digestive stuff started around January.
There's nothing else, either because I can't afford it or because the options just aren't there. I mean everything, everything you hear about being safe for Lymies, safe for people with candida, everything, apart from a few vegetables. No chicken, eggs, rice, beans, avocados, cabbage, and I even think cucumbers and coconut oil. Flax and chia seeds as well. I could try fish, turkey, but.. where are the calories? I am skin and bones. I need weight, but I can't eat anything.
Even if I found something, the sensitivities would just come back, because I wouldn't have enough of a variety to switch things up as often as is necessary to avoid them.
I don't know what to do. I can't treat all of this stuff at once. Even if I go for one or two things at a time, the other stuff is going to go unattended, and I'll get worse in those areas. I'll forever be playing catch up.
Also, thinking it's all causing an issue with my adrenals/thyroid, which is awesome.
This stuff decided to come crashing down on me at literally the worst possible time. I'd decided I'd get a job to be able to provide a bit more of a chance for myself to heal, then.. hey, here's some more problems for you, Antonio. Good luck with that, buddy.
I know I've said much of this before, here and there. Sorry, I won't mention it, after today.
Just can't keep up anymore, no matter how badly I want to, and I really want to. Really. Life can be fun, sometimes, when you can get a chance to breathe in between all the spells of drowning, **** trying to drag you down.
But.. oh well..
Might check back later, might not. You guys don't have to respond. There are no answers for me. I mean, there ARE answers, treatments for all of these issues, but.. I can't apply them, being in my situation.
Encouragement's cool and all, but.. won't change my reality much.
I will be here, trying. Will let ya know where it gets me.
P.S. Pardon the mess I've made.^