I don't think they will allow you to order as they are sold to practitioners only, but it never hurts to explain your situation and ask!!
Check out the listing they have for practitioners though - you might be able to find another doc near you that uses them still!!
www.byronwhiteformulas.com/191-2/ If that still doesn't help, then I would encourage you to consider using the protocols where you can get everything you need without a doctor. Cowden, Buhner, or even the Chronic Tonic might be helpful to you.
Whatever you do - DON'T give up!!! We are here and you are NOT alone in this. Those that are in this community are some of my best friends!! I find support, comfort, understanding, guidance, and so much more here thanks to them. We are here for you too. ((((((((hugs))))))))