Babesiosis?

I'm sorry, but this is just really bugging me. There's so much mixed information out there.

I trust your input on the matter, in fact most of the people on this forum i trust.

But i don't want to be fighting this forever and i really don't know where else to turn to. I have a hard time feeling any sort of symptoms right now. I don't know what it's like to feel normal and i couldn't tell anyone if i was fatigued or not. No fever, chills or sweats. I don't know and it's making me nervous.

On a side note, this medicine tastes and looks like yellow paint..