WOW! Thank ALL of you!!! I logged out the other night and was too shot to come on here yesterday. Honestly, I am so unable to concentrate, and I see how brilliant and LL YOU all are, and how y'all take in and retain this information about
LD and ...I definitely feel stupid and incapable of understanding, or retaining all this knowledge. I was always excellent in art, and English, and things to do with music,and even MATH (hated it, but got A's)- but pretty hopeless at science, or the chronology of the events in much of history.
Having pain for all these years, I became pretty good at parts of pharmacology - but....seem to have specialized - in only ONE part of the PDR and the chemistry that goes with that. Somehow, I got the highest score in my class - on my state cosmetology test (98) and it contained A LOT of anatomy and physiology. I can't remember most of it now, though I was fascinated at the time - by the bacterias and viruses and fungi. Truth is, I feel like I lost my mind and its ability to take anything in for more than 5 minutes.
For instance, I was going to answer a question that julymorning asked me on page one of this thread and I have no idea at the moment - what that question even was.
Short term memory is getting nonexistent. OH God - what was that question? I have to go back and look and maybe write it down and them come back to answer it.
The IDS office - let me speak with "his nurse" yesterday on the phone (who wasn't around on the one occasion when I saw the guy)- and I said: "Hey LISTEN...I can't afford to play these LYME GAMES!!! You are either gonna help me, or YOU'RE NOT - and if NOT...just tell me and I will have to find someone else." She put me on hold and came back and said: "We will give you enough Doxy to take 'til your appointment next Tuesday. He's not going to keep prescribing to you if he doesn't SEE you." So I have 14 Doxy100's -well now 13. OH GOD - I sound like a street thug now.