I am so, so, so, so sorry for your aggravation and frustration. It is a good note for all of us - these organisms, once in our bodies, well, I don't think it is possible to get rid of every single spirochete if it exists in a cyst form, or a biofilm, or hunkers down and hides however it hides to wait for the ideal condition. Ideal meaning: stress, eating crud that they like, running our bodies/minds/souls ragged. I agree, should be easier to get it under control and also agree that symptoms is the most reliable source of information, not blood work. I like to re-take this quiz... gives me a good sense of where I am... you can't tell everything from a screening tool...but it puts things in perspective.
http://www.tiredoflyme.com/horowitz-lyme-msids-questionnaire.html We can also learn from the setbacks and be diligent about
managing stress, doing our inner work, eating well and so on. HANG IN THERE!