Hello all, my life has been an absolute whirlwind of events, I can't even keep my head above water. Which is partly why I am really starting to feel like I am relapsing. This happens every fall, and every fall it is different. But this time it feels worse. I am not panicking, I am in control, and I am fine with it, but I have gotten quite emotional over the past few weeks, I will have to admit.
back when I first got sick, my whole family was sick and we were out alot of money for all of the Dr appts and treatments and tests. I was clinically diagnosed with lyme, so I never bothered with the IGenex test, however I did pay Igenex to get my eldest daughter tested bc it was necessary in order for her to get treatment. was worth every penny, bc she came back flaming positive.
I have another thread to write about
my kids again, bc we are still going back and forth with issues (although minor)
however, in the meantime, I always wanted to get an Igenex test for myself. At the moment, I want to do it for 2 reasons, just to have on paper that I do indeed have lyme (hoping for positive IGGs), and out of curiosity to see if my IGM is positive (Bc i was dealing with Candida for a long time, but now I am wondering if it could be Lyme or even Bartonella that is still lingering in me as well). so I would get the Western blot and Bartonella tests.
Second reason, my husband does not believe that lyme is "resurfacing", he thinks its gone and never will come back, so when i mention it he gets mad and thinks I blame lyme for everything and that I have a mental issue so to speak. he doesn't completely understand the IGG or IGM thing, so if he sees positive, that will be enough for me to prove it to him.
For all i know it may not come back positive - I just need support and advice here. I have been very lonely in thinking about
all of this stuff. I get upset alot, even though I am not even close to being sick like I was, I just wish it was all cleared up in me and most especially my kids. I haven't really been able to talk to anyone about
this, bc so many people look up to me as the "lyme survivor" which I am, but I feel like I am being deceitful bc i wasn't strong enough (in relation to my willpower to diet) to remain a survivor and I keep having relapses.
I want to start taking oil of oregano or the sort to start working towards killing something off, I would start ABart, but I am afraid to try any herbs bc i don't want them to mess up the test. I am hoping to wait 3 more weeks, bc that is when I can get the test. what do you guys think, do you think i would be wasting my money? I don't know
My symptoms are - insomnia (not every night, but more often than usual), shoulder pain, foot pain, muscles more sore than usual after exercise in strange spots, reflux, upper back pain (below neck on spine) and anxiety when I eat/drink the wrong foods, esp. alcohol. The last two are HUGE clues for me.
thanks for any support or advice, i really need it.
Post Edited (Chapelle) : 10/19/2017 8:01:36 PM (GMT-6)