Posted 11/22/2017 10:08 PM (GMT 0)
So, I'm pretty sure I have Lyme; I have two WB's saying I'm positive on bands 23 and 41. I've been having symptoms for 4 months, and pretty sick for the last 6-8 weeks. All the usual Lyme stuff; numbness/tingling, muscle pain, headaches, dizziness. Jaw pain. Upset stomach. My muscles are tight and sore everywhere. Every day something new. I also have/had a very, very minor heart block on my ECG.
I don't get in to see an LLMD for another week and I'm just losing it. After my current PCP was being completely useless, I found a new one who was very reasonable and gave me a trial of doxy and referred me to the usual specialists (ID, Rheumy, Neurologist), but due to scheduling snafus and the holidays, I don't get in to see them for another week or two.
The doxy seemed to have some effect, but now after a month of it I just feel terrible. Worse than before I took it. New symptoms all the time.
So while I'm pretty sure I have Lyme, I also am afraid that I might have something else too. I'm just constantly afraid I have something weird or serious and the longer I wait, the worse it will get. It sounds paranoid but I've always been a little terrified of health problems. I was never an anxious person before, but now that I'm sick, I feel like I'm constantly having anxiety attacks, and my muscles just ACHE all over today; my back and arms are so tight. I find myself wanting to go to back to the PCP just for them to tell me I'm fine and not dying, but I don't want to waste more money to be told I look healthy and am just stressed.
Anyway, it's just been a hellish past week or two of waiting.