I'm still working on recognizing and respecting my reactions to different
locations for mold, but I'm also working on trying to tell myself (and my nervous system) to stay calm as the extreme reactions to some places is rather inconvenient and a little embarrassing.
For the second time in as many weeks I've had a pretty strong reaction to a
location that seemed fine to me on a dry day but was quite problematic on a rainy day. Once again, I find that I was taken completely by surprise. I've been worried that I'm reinforcing reactions by looking for them so I've been trying very hard not to do this. In fact almost always when I think a
location is suspect I end up feeling fine which is a little weird. I also suppose it makes perfect sense that things would be worse on rainy days and it's kind of handy really as my goal over the coming months is to keep my exposures to a minimum by recognizing the safe and un-safe places in my community and at least avoid dawdling in the places I can't avoid so my body can calm down and I can work on detoxing my way out of all this.
I suppose this is mostly idle chit-chat but it's one of those little setbacks that also seems to be really helpful in the long run and I'm feeling chatty so thanks for indulging me.
Happy puzzling and healing everyone