I get bouts of rage/craziness where I want to scream and hit something or throw things. At times, I have felt very antsy like I wanted to crawl out of my skin or climb out of my body. Sometimes when I get like this, I have actually flailed my hands or arms and started shaking my head and rubbing my head like a person with autism might.
I have also had this happen away from home while in the car. When by myself, I got scared because I was stuck in traffic and couldn’t get out. I pulled into the first store I came to, which was a grocery store and went inside and walked it off until I was okay to drive home.
Another time my mother was driving. I started yelling and made her pull into a parking lot. I jumped out of the car and started walking through the parking lot until I calmed down. It was disconcerting to me and frightened her. I don’t like to get like that because other people do not understand what is happening or how to help and usually just make matters worse.
It’s the toxins. And it’s not fun.
Post Edited (WalkingbyFaith) : 7/5/2019 1:40:39 PM (GMT-6)