borrelioburgdorferii said...
Sure am... I can only go for around one errand per day, maybe one store because I have hyper-acuity to noises, creaking doors, loud sounds, just people working, and talking normally in grocery stores, I can hear talking very sharply and that along with neuropsychiatric manifestations, and a low tolerance for frustration. And most of the time I do prefer low light, a dark room or night time to work, it's quieter, darker and cooler which is what I like. I use ear plugs and headphones sometimes both because sound is sometimes too sharp for me. Put me in a room with very low light and quiet and I am best left alone, but if there's commotion just in the next room I get very annoyed and irritable, can't concentrate on working, which is why this is debilitating to where I can't get a normal type of job, people just assume I'm nuts. I went to a large thrift store today and it was mostly unpleasant, and driving there I was disoriented and in a fog to where I just didn't feel like myself most of the time and felt like my attention blanked out at times. When it really flares up, this can take on another level of misery, discomfort, physical, psychological, it's hard to describe when most stimuli irrationally startles fear and your body just hurts beyond what a normal level of exertion should...
I live this along with extremely thick derealization & depersonalization on top of it 24 hrs/day. Overexertion may cause serious symptom progression long term or permanently.
Brab8878, "brain on fire" also echoes closely for me, too. I spent nearly two years fully psychotic- terrified of the rain. I have also failed with all antimicrobial treatment and am now pursuing autoimmune encephalitis much more intensely. Have you ever had a SPECT, EEG or Cunningham panel done?I have
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