Anxiety/depression

What path should I go on?

I feel as though there is nothing to address my morning "anxiety / dep" issue.

My " Anxiety " is waking up and feeling my body is sick. Like I want to die. Left side feels more heavy . My heart and breathing are sort of tight. Try to 4-7-8 breathing and it's hard to do. Usually not problem other times
This has now been happening for three years every morning.
I take holy basil ( just changed brands bc I thought gel caps were giving me chest/ heart burn/ burping. ) and phosphetalserine .



I go to bed feeling fine.
I have not woken up to say good morning in years.
Occasionally it ( the "anxiety/ dep" is tolerable for a week here or there but usually it leaves me despondent and crying until the feeling subsides) I feel sick. Like my body just poisoned itself.

What do I do?
( I've posted many times)

Treating the cause?
What's the cause?

I was tired of spinning myself in circles trying to figure it out. Plus no time. So I listened to a professional. She says mold. Ok treating mold. Feel worse than ever.

Saw a dr who specializes in hormones/ cortisol- basically runs the saliva tests - did that came back normal.( tested on not so bad day, but dr said fine) She talked to me one day I was crying depressed and suggested ssri or5htp. Ordered 5 htp haven't started.

Treat infections? Do I have infections? If I do will treating with antimicrobials / ABX will it take away my morning " anxiety "? ???????????????

I feel I'm on some sort of loop, stuck in a rut and nothing will get me out.

I've posted before and gotten some ideas-
Lithium oratate
Tyrosine and tryptophan ( GH) - but I don't know how to incorporate ...
tested several thyroids- posted the numbers( all in range)

I'm loosing hope that anything cAn help this.


I was thinking of it was more a generalized anxiety/ dep than maybe treating infections or taking anti depresss/ ant anxiety might be called for but bc it's so cyclincal( time specific) that I feel stuck with it forever.

Also questioning what disease I have.
Yes I have Lyme ( treated with orals and herbals gor years)
Mold -that's what I'm told so I moved. Nothing has changed.

Seems like this morning thing is it's own beast.

Here's my current symptoms that I can def attribute to " disease" .

" anx" / dep
Brain fog- cones and goes
Feel sick
Heat intolerance -turn white feel horrible(newsymptom)
Twitching is starting to increase. But mild
Spine goes out( see Chiro
Occasional sore neck lymph
Tingling in back
Burping for hour-2( might be holybadil

Is there anyone who has treated this morning thing .

Post Edited (Lightlife) : 8/13/2020 10:12:10 AM (GMT-6)

Lightlife,

I don’t have a magic bullet either. Mold toxicity is horrible. There’s no other way to say it. Detoxing mold takes a long time, but it does get better.

I only experienced the morning anxiety, doom and gloom feeling when I was treating parasites with Mimosa pudica and some other herbals. I didn’t try to specifically treat the anxiety, so I don’t have any suggestions to offer in that regard.

I believe you said you moved to your mom’s house, but unless you did an ERMI or HERTSMI-2, you don’t know for sure how much mold you’re exposed to there. It’s possible you are still in exposure in that house or to toxins on possessions you brought from the moldy place.

Even if you’re not being able exposed to mold and their toxins in your external environment, once you get out of that environment, you can become super sensitive to all kinds of things until your immune system calms down.

Like sara said, you will need to bind toxins and remove them slowly. Glutathione and NAC help your body detox.