Hi running wild,
Here is your picture but clickable:
https://i.imgur.com/lnjjyzm.jpgI'm so sorry to hear you're dealing with all of this.
I think it's really positive that you are on this forum, that way we can help.
The alternative is keeping all these difficult problems to yourself and that's not good at all.
In terms of the picture, I don't know enough about
skin issues to comment on it, but I think the general rule is to get things like this checked out by a dermatologist or doctor. That does not mean it's the worst case scenario, in fact, most times it's not. However, you just want to just rule it out, you know?
Who knows, maybe it will tell you more about
your health in general. So it could be a positive. A way to get more information about
what's going on.
Please keep us posted ok?