so frustrateed

well as many may have read i am back on the "hey do we have the right diagnosis" train again i am at work and i feel like i have carpo tunnel but i will carry on--to make matters worse my bro who is a big drug addict just called and he is stressing me out-- he actually asked me if i have any pain meds to give him-- i don't take any pain meds but how could he even ask me that -- what is wrong iwth people---he never calls me hasn't returned my calls in a month then shows up the other day cause hs is living back with my dad and my step mom (who are visiting family 400 miles away right now) at 28 years old till he can get in a good rehab cause it is all physical addiction -- i don't know what to do-- my father was told byt he docotr that he can't go off cold turkey cause the shock could kill him and now here i am sick worried and pain and i can't handle this-- i hope the doctors make a clear diagnosis soon -- i thought i had ms this whole year and now they don't know -- i am scared

ohhhh my neuro's secretary cindy called me just now and that my lyme test came back negative-- it was not the elisa or the western blot it was a dna test called pc something or another-- we are still gonna do the tests from the california lab but i guess my ms test was positive-- i thought there was no test for ms-- very confused but doctor seems pretty confident now that it is ms although he is still willing to do the cali test-- i am not sure what i wanted here--

yes and yes--- tons of mri's -- with lots of lesions but small ones-- but apparently you can have all these things present with lyme- and like i said he explained to me that there is no real test that is cut and dry for ms-- i am glad he is open to looking at any possible things so i end up treating the right thing-- whatever it is i will handle it--