Posted 11/10/2013 12:48 AM (GMT 0)
First Off- I would like to say Hello to Everyone. I am New on this Site. I have had MS-for 21 yr's now. I just turned the big Sad 50, in September. My Dr's think I had MS at the Age of 28- but it stayed in remission until, I was 31. So, I Am a Person that went on SSD-the year was 2010. I hate it, I really dislike not working, not having my social life- that ended for me real quick. The Dr's wanted me out of work way,way before 2010-but I fought them each& every time that they brought it up to me. I am a Fighter, I was brought up that way- not to Never Give in & To Always Stand on My Own Two Feet. So, that Year 2010, I felt like a loser, a failure- but the Dr's went above my head & Took me out of Work. I Really Miss - My Job, My Social Connection. Am I Feeling Sorry for Myself- Not in the Least, I am rather Mad about It. No tear crying or Boo hooing for Me. The Ones , I feel Bad about IS THE YOUNG KIDS & IT SEEMS THAT ITS GETTING YOUNGER & YOUNGER WITH EACH PASSING YEAR. YES- I WAS DEALT THIS HAND OF CARDS & FIGHT THIS DISEASE EACH & EVERYDAY.BUT THOSE YOUNG ONES, MY GOODNESS- JUST WHEN IS IT GOING TO STOP.I'VE LIVED MY LIFE-BUT THESE YOUNG KIDS HAVE NOT. I FEEL NO PITY FOR MYSELF,BUT I FEEL FOR THE YOUNG ONES! Chris